everyone have their own things to be done rite... maybe they are doing the rite thing or maybe not... i just really do not want to burden my head with this kind of unnecessary mess.. friends sometimes can be burden to me... when things that i couldnt bear happen in front of my eyes... thats it..i give up.. enough is enough..do not to pretend a drama in front of me.. ur stage that full of pretentious doesnt belong here..mybe somewhere else... if someone else didnt told me the exact things that is going on i still can be my ownself but once i knew how the real situation is like and it is more devastating when i myself witness it happen in front of my eyes...there n then i really couldnt stand anymore..my patient too has its limit...
i know myself well... i am a kind of person who cant pretand if i do not like a thing...i will always have my say for it..the person will never have my respect anymore.. yes i do can be hypocrite and talk nice things but that isnt mean i agree with it.. its just i know that sometimes i really have to be that way because i respect others feelings.. that is why i prevent myself from talking much if there is any kind of that situation..people who know me certainly will notice the change in me.. and keep on asking why i suddenly became quite??? i dont want to talk much as if i do only talk nesessary matter.. if i do talk sure the flame in me will burst out..so its better for me to shut up and juz put on the smilling face rite...although it is not the sincere one though.. but wat to do....
arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh... why i am the middle of all this fuss???? because they are my friend... but i just do not want to care less anymore... just want to go through life as the person i am....
so long.......
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