foolish me...

am i a fool??? i just dont feel like living rite now...my chest pain...hard to breath..the air seems like never wanted me... are there any remedy for all this out there for me....although i need it badly now........................................ dont worry i still in control though..i will eventually calm down by myself then...when there is still tons of work to do..assignments n types of it to be submit..presentation to be done...poetry to be analysis....and on and on and on.......