my heart beats rapidly...

can i forgive someone who betray me?
do i have the strength to go through all this?
does time will heal this painful wound?
if it does..
it had been quite sometime..
but why i still cant..
on everything?
because it still matters..
there is still things to sort out...
and it require my whole to face it..
i want to clear my chest on things..
i want my right on things..
i want my whole back..
i want me back
i want the strength and courage
to confront
all this turmoil.