missing home...

getting the mood to study~~ whenever the exam time arrive i am so lazy to study..
cant figure it out why???
i have this weird in me that i can finish reading a novel overnight but my eyes just couldnt stand with the notes for even half an hour...
this is serious! critical stage in me... i have been running out of stuff to read except for all those lecture notes.....
everyone have problems..
so whats the big deal of mine??
but there is still great pain in me..
be strong gul and make your own life worthwhile!
yup i will as my time on this world is just for a little while and can be taken back
to the Creator whenever He wants it...
one thing that ease me was talking to my dad, mom, my sis n little sis and my brother on the phone the other day.. i just feeling to talk to them so i called up them all that night.. miss them so much.. it was felt the most when friends all going back to their home but i stll stuck here...
miss my family...
i never know how does it feel like to be homesick..
but i guess this is how it feels like~~
its like the wind..
i cant see it but i can feel it..