sob.. sob.. sobbing.......

can you ever with an open heart forgive people who betrayed on you??????? peoples...they can be your friends, foes, relationship of boy and gurl, family members or even just the homo sapiens around you...maybe it depends on certain circumstances of betrayal that bound to occur and happen at times.. yup..its true that forgiveness is hard to be accept and taken just like that or in a blink of eye.. it depends about everything.. the person involve and what they did behind your back...

its really heart breaking when someone you care and close to you did something bad and you didnt even realize it.. must be sad rite.. i mean when we know about it from the others talking... i can tell it was not just sadness. it was devastating to one's heart and feelings..

friends that we care of among us put us behind while actually we are helping to make her wake up again and see the reality in front of her and not just the virtual fantasy that she created.. it was a big relief with all sense of glad that she finally had open her eyes and aware of what is the real matter that had happen.. she did indeed apologizes but what she did and all her lies before is unacceptable..whatever it is as her close friend yes i do accept it coz once you make friends, it definitely remains ceaseless... it is a bless and i am glad everything goes as usual as before after all...

but how about the other kind of betrayal??? it is all about the heart matter... and depends on nearly about everything to be think of..

anyway be aware to our own that whenever we did ask for an apology...be truthful and honest to ourself and the person we confront. fooling around with the so called "sorry" sacred word do not mean a single thing if that word just simply mean as the consoling utterance.. when something wrong happen face it and not hide from it..put on the effort to gain the apology and make the wrong as the last one.. it is even shameless when people say sorry just for the sake of saying it..this will not change what had happen or maybe things turn out worse then before..

playing the 'hide and seek' game around the trees and bushes are fun when we are little kids...but when the game is to be played by adults... it without doubt sure will be tiring and hatred to be played no more... finally, the denial and illusion of the 'hide and seek' will destroy and harm everyone who played it.. because.......

when someone betray, they will always deny..